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London Calling
Rating: M | CW: mention of sex | Words: 875
Tags: Steddie, Rockstar! Eddie, Art Dealer! Steve, Max is Steve's Daughter, Steve and Eddie
Prompt: for @steddielovemonth day 5:🎥 The Idea of You 🎥
Divider graphic by @saradika-graphics
Steve never cleared his calendar for anything other than an emergency. There was the time his daughter, Max, got sick at school, that time Max broke her leg at the park, and the one time he was sure he had food poisoning. That time he’d told his assistant, Marie, to also field any incoming calls. Yet, as Steve stared at Eddie's message on his phone, his first thought was to clear his calendar and that terrified him.
And sure enough, those words on his phone didn’t change and stared right back at him. The words were still there after he glanced up at his view of his gallery across the street from his office.
I want you in London.
Steve did his best to misinterpret the text first, thinking Eddie switched words around or meant to say something else, something other than exactly what he typed. Steve almost wanted to respond with question marks, but the words were there, clear as day. And, with the lack of follow-up messages in the last two minutes, could only mean that this was exactly the message Eddie meant to send.
Steve wanted to say yes, but the impulse terrified him. Who was he to just get on a plane and go? He couldn’t do that. Besides, what happened that night after Coachella was a one time thing. Nothing serious. Eddie was on the road most of the time and Steve knew he couldn't just abandon the gallery to go off after some fling. He took a breath, needing clarification. He typed back.
What do you mean you want me in London?
Eddie’s instant reply came and Steve wondered if he was on the tour bus. Eddie usually had uninterrupted time as the band traveled between cities.
I want you here
Steve’s phone buzzed again.
With me
Steve blinked at the messages, his heart pounding. His office suddenly felt too warm and he leaned against his cluttered desk as the world tilted. Could he really go to London? Now?
The voice of reason nodded, reminding him it was a Friday with no meetings. And, Max had two sleepovers this weekend. She would be too tired on Sunday to do much of anything but nap. Since he kept his weekends free for Max, he didn’t have other plans, or any last minute client brunches to attend.
His impulse hummed with possibility, but still, he had one call to make.
Another message came through from Eddie.
I’m not above begging ;)
Steve rolled his eyes as a warm shudder went through him. He remembered the sight of Eddie on his knees, begging, his eyes glassy, curls tangled. Steve's heart stuttered; there was no denying how badly he wanted it. Him.
Again.
That part that scared him. He yearned to drop everything and go somewhere new, a luxury he’d given up when he took custody of Max. And if there was a weekend to spend with his lover, this was the best it was going to get. But there was a sinking feeling he couldn’t quite push aside. There was only one person he trusted with Max and Steve was thankful she was on speed dial.
She picked up on the first ring.
“Dingus, hey,” Robin answered, her voice louder than the overlapping chatter in the background. “Sorry, school just got out.”
“Busy day at school?”
“Nah, this was a half day for the kids. So, what’s up?”
Steve listened as the chatter fell away, and he imagined her moving through the school hallway to find a quieter corner.
“I need a favor,” Steve started. “Can you watch Max this weekend?”
“Yeah, where are you going?”
Steve paused. “London.”
"LONDON?!" Robin squealed. “This has to do with Lover Boy!”
Steve winced. She knew him too well. “It does not,” he denied. “There may or may not be a last minute client meeting and I’m uhm, meeting them there. In London.”
Robin mmhmm’d through the phone, a sound that carried sarcasm, skepticism, and disbelief in one breath. “Client meeting, of course,” she agreed. “You’re in luck. My weekend is completely open."
"You're a saint and I love you," Steve breathed with relief.
"Does Max need to be picked up from school?”
“Yeah, at 3. And there’s leftovers for dinner. And the menu to the good pizza place is on the fridge. And don’t forget–”
“She’s allergic to fish,” Robin finished for him. “Stevie, I know. You can check in anytime.”
“Thanks, Robbie.”
“You got it. And I expect all deets as part of my payment,” she added before hanging up.
Steve felt shaky, unsure if it was excitement or nerves or both that rattled him like this. His body zinged with apprehension and excitement at the prospect of seeing Eddie, all of Eddie, again. Finally, he typed back a message to Eddie.
Okay, I’ll come to London
Steve’s phone buzzed again and again, no doubt with Eddie’s messages of exclamation and excitement, but Steve waited to read them. There was one thing left to do.
Steve walked with purpose out of his office, passing his assistant at the front desk. She looked up in surprise, but he kept walking.
��Marie, clear my calendar for the day and field my calls. Something just came up.”
#steddie#steddielovemonth#the idea of you#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#stranger things fic#stobin#platonic soulmates
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Part 1 * Part 2
Pairing: jeongin x reader
Word count: 2,1k
Summary: when Jeongin has a proposition for you, who are you to turn him down? Tags: suggestive maybe, but its mostly setting the scene for the smut in part 2
a/n: Happy birthday to our beloved Innie!! This was supposed to be a one shot, but because I'm not finished yet I decided to upload it in 2 parts. Part 2 will be smut ;)
Everyone in the studio has been excited about Yang Jeongin's shoot today. It’s all anyone could talk about this week, you included. You’ve been a Stay for a while now and when the call came that you’ve been chosen as the intern to work with the head photographer on this particular shoot, you may have fangirled your little heart out.
When Jeongin walks into the studio this morning, looking sleepy and a little nervous, you expect to have to coax him out of his shell during the shoot. But boy were you wrong. As soon as he changes into his first outfit and the camera’s are turned on, it's like he transforms into a different man.
You know he’s used to the camera’s, that he knows how to work them, but you also know how he feels about his body. He’s always been careful with showing too much skin and even with the Hallucination performance now existing, you didn’t think he’d be this confident, this sexy. Not that he shouldn’t be. The man is an absolute vision, with and without clothes.
All through the photoshoot you can't keep your eyes off him. He's a work of art, perfectly sculptured with smooth skin and muscles in all the right places. It doesn't help that his eyes keep finding yours, holding your gaze, both through the lens of your camera as without it.
‘Is it just me or does he look at you like you’re his next meal?’ Yumi, one of the make-up artists whispers in your ear during the second outfit change.
‘I’m glad you’re seeing it too and I’m not going crazy,’ you mumble, looking through the photos you just shot.
‘You’ve been undressing him with your eyes as well, don’t pretend like you haven’t,’ Yumi teases. ‘But I don’t blame you, that man is fine.’
‘Don’t let your husband hear you say that,’ you laugh. ‘But yes he is, look at this.’ You show her a picture where Jeongin leans back in the chair he’s sitting on, his abs on display as he has an arm thrown over his head while he looks right into your camera.
Yumi whistles through her teeth. ‘It’s like he’s looking right into my soul, damn girl, this is good stuff. If you don’t want him, I’ll take him.’
‘You have a husband, babe,’ you repeat. ‘Besides, I’m pretty sure he doesn’t sleep around.’
Your eyes meet Jeongin’s then from across the room and the way he smirks at you almost feels like he heard what you just said.
During the next break you make your way to the snack table and grab a handful of grapes. You need something sweet to silence the beast inside you and usually food can do the job almost just as well as sex.
You grab some grapes and pop them in your mouth, already eying the chocolate on the other side of the table. The flavour of a perfectly sweet grape hits your tongue then and you hum in surprise, immediately reaching out to take some more. Wow, these are good.
Someone chuckles next to you and with flushed cheeks you look up to see Jeongin looking down at you. He has the same look in his eyes as before and his lips are tipped up in a grin.
Up close he's even more beautiful than through your camera.
'I, uhm, can recommend the grapes,' you stammer dumbly, not knowing what else to say. You quickly pop some more grapes into your mouth so you won't have to talk for a moment.
'I have a proposition for you,' Jeongin whispers into your ear as he leans close to you to grab an apple from the bowl on your other side.
You nearly choke on the remaining grapes in your mouth and start coughing loudly.
What did he just say?
A proposition?
What the fuck does that mean?
Jeongin looks at you with both concern and amusement as you continue to cough, but then he reaches for a bottle of water and unscrews the cap before giving it to you. One of his hands comes up to rub your back and you look up at him with teary eyes, before taking a sip.
'Thanks,' you say, clearing your throat. 'I don't think I heard that correctly.'
'You did,' Jeongin smiles and he looks around to see if anyone is in hearing distance before he leans in close again. 'And the next time you look at me with tears in your eyes will be when you're choking on my cock.'
Your mouth falls open at his words and you nearly drop the bottle of water in your hands.
'I--what?'
Jeongin just shrugs, giving you a cheeky grin before his eyes travel up and down your body.
'You can say no, but I hope you'll meet me after the shoot.'
You blink at him and pinch your arm, not sure if you're dreaming or hallucinating. You must be. Right?
Yang Jeongin, Ayen, the maknae of Stray Kids did not just suggest he wanted you to blow him, did he? Because that would be insane.
'But- You- I,' you stutter, your brain is definitely having an error at the whole situation.
'Me and you,' Jeongin nods. 'I'd like that very much.'
At this point you're just gaping at him, probably looking like a fish on dry land. Fucking hell, what did he just do to you?
'What happened to sweet innocent Ayen?'
'Who said I was innocent?'
'Uhm, everyone?'
'Have you seen the Hallucination performance?' Jeongin asks. 'Have you been paying attention today?'
You scoff at him. Of course you have and he knows it or he wouldn't have approached you, but he just raises his eyebrows and waits for you to talk.
Damn Chan for rooming with him. It has to be his fault.
'You've been corrupted and I wasn't ready,' you pout.
'Or have I just been pretending?' Jeongin winks, taking a bite of the apple you forgot he was holding.
'Breaks over!' Your boss yells then and you jump like someone just electrocuted you.
'Wait for me after, okay?' Jeongin asks, smiling sweetly before he turns around to get his make-up touched up.
What the fuck just happened?
The rest of the shoot goes by in a blur with Jeongin being even more sexy and confident than before and it's driving you insane. It feels like he’s playing with you, with his food, like you’re the prey and he’s the hunter.
Your camera is filled with pictures of him biting his lip, rolling his eyes upwards, baring his neck and many more sexual images. Everyone around you is buzzing with energy, happy with the vibe and the pictures that are being shown on the computer screens from both Junhi, the head photographer, and you.
You lost count how many times your heart skips a beat as Jeongin looks at you, or rather at your camera, but from your point of view there’s not much difference. By the end of the shoot you feel hot and your clothes feel too tight against your skin.
One by one staff members pick up their stuff and leave the studio. You're being deliberty slow with putting your camera and laptop away and you linger to chat with your co-workers to buy yourself some more time to decide what to do.
You'd be a fool to turn down Jeongin's proposal and you desperately wanted to go with him and do anything he wanted, but a small part of you wondered if it was a good idea. You had one night stands before, but being with a world famous idol is new for you and you’re not sure if you feel confident enough to go for it.
When Jeongin leaves the studio, his manager on his heels, you stare after him. Will he wait for you somewhere? Will he come back to see if you are still here when more people have left the building?
‘Miss?’ A soft voice startles you.
To your left a kind looking man smiles down at you. He's wearing a suit and there's a security emblem on his sleeve.
‘Yes?’ you ask, nerves filling your body.
‘Could you come with me for a moment? I have some questions I'd like to ask you.’
You share a look with Yumi and she shrugs at you.
‘Uhm, sure,’ you nod, following him to the hallway. ‘What's this about?’
The man doesn't answer and leads you to a secluded room at the other side of the building. Inside sits another man in a suit and in front of him are a bunch of papers.
‘Hello,’ he greets you kindly, gesturing to the seat in front of him. ‘You're L/N Y/N?’
‘That's me,’ you nod as you sit down.
‘Good, let's get straight to it shall we,’ the man smiles. ‘Yang Jeongin has asked to spend the evening with you, do you agree to this?’
You blink a few times and your mouth falls open in a small ‘o’. You should have known that this was about Jeongin.
Squirming in your seat you try to ignore your galloping heart as blood rushes to your cheeks.
‘I agree,’ you say, screaming internally at how easy it was to say.
‘And do you also agree to sign an NDA?’
You tilt your head. ‘What would I be signing for?’
The man pushes a paper across the table for you to read. ‘The most important thing is that you can't share anything about your night with the outside world, if you do we'll sue you and you'll have to pay a large fine.’
‘Okay, so no talking about it. Got it,’ you nod, scanning the text in front of you.
It’s all pretty basic. You can’t share any personal information with anyone or make any pictures or videos during your stay with Jeongin. It makes sense that they want to protect their idol from any scandals and you weren't planning on telling anyone. Who, besides Yumi, would believe you anyway.
‘Can I borrow a pen?’
Thirty minutes later you're in front of a hotel door. Your heart is once again beating so fast that it feels like Jeongin would be able to hear it if he opened the door right now. The security guard who brought you up, gives you a funny look when you take three deep breaths before knocking on the door.
Stay calm Y/N.
Jeongin opens the door within what feels like two heartbeats. He's wearing the same outfit as before, but his hair is much messier. It looks like he continuously dragged his hands through it. Was he nervous? Did he wonder if you would come?
He grins when he sees you and steps aside to let you in.
‘I wasn't sure you'd come,’ he says as he closes the door behind you. ‘I'm really glad you did.’
‘Yeah?’ you smile, shrugging out of your coat and dumping it on the couch along with your bag. ‘I’m glad I decided to come too, then.’
‘You were having doubts?’ Jeongin asks when you turn to look at him.
He has his arms crossed and his eyebrows are raised as he studies your face.
‘Not really,’ you shake your head. ‘I just have never done anything like this with an Idol before.’
‘So in a sense, I’m your first?’ Jeongin grins, dropping his arms next to his body as he steps closer to you.
‘I guess so,’ you laugh.
‘I like that,’ Jeongin says, he’s so close now that you have to look up.
There’s a glimmer of something in his eyes that makes your stomach flip. He looks excited, hungry and playful and heat fills your belly in anticipation. You have no idea what to expect from him.
‘What else do you like?’ you ask, smirking up at him.
‘You’re about to find out,’ he says and then he pounces.
His lips are soft, but he kisses you hard and fast. He tastes like coffee and cinnamon and when he sucks on your tongue you moan into his mouth. Jeongin’s hands are on your waist and he slowly walks you back until your back hits the door.
‘You’re mine for tonight, Y/N,’ he whispers against your lips.
All decent thoughts and any lingering doubts leave your mind then. You like this confident man in front of you and instead of answering you just moan again and roll your hips forward to collide with his. Whatever he wants, he’ll get. You’re ready to completely give yourself to him.
Jeongin’s hands tighten on your hips to keep you still. ‘What do you say to that?’
Your brain takes a moment to come up with a reply.
‘I’m yours?’ your voice sounds breathy and shaky.
‘Is that a question or an answer?’ Jeongin asks, his lips leaving a trail on your neck as he slowly sucks on your skin.
‘I’m yours,’ you say, sounding more sure. ‘I’m yours for tonight.’
‘Good girl.’
a/n: part 2 with the smut will be up either tomorrow or monday at its latest! ;) I hope you liked reading this hehe (sorry i just cant write smut without at least SOME story or warm up lmao) - taglist: @jaeminie-cricket @jeonginsbaee @staylovesmiley @newbbystay @cashtonsbetch @mariahxrrera @kaleigh-2002 @silencionyx @smileykiddie08 @my-neurodivergent-world @yaorzu-blog @yoongiismylove2018 @staytinyluv @bookswillfindyouaway @queen-thiccness @notastraykid @ateez-atiny380 @estella-novella @furfoxsake22 @hyunjinhoexxx @insomnjen @girl-in-love-with-kpop @vivilovesuu @velvetmoonlght @skz8love @corgilover20 @littlelostdemonofthelight @stephanieeeyang @zulie-and-cats @chanshugsaretherapy @pizzalove5000 @dazzlingjade @milie-com @thequibbie @channiesrightasscheek @strawbrriz @delulustardust @velvetskize @channiefever @luvbangchan @aalexyuuuhm @katsukis1wife @herpoetryprincess @ye0lkkot @glitterywastelandgardener @vampcharxter @boi-bi-ahaha @mlink64 @greyyeti @mariteez
#stray kids x reader#stray kids fanfic#stray kids scenarios#stray kids imagines#jeongin x reader#yang jeongin x reader#in x reader#skz x reader#jeongin fanfic#chancloud8 writes
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To celebrate the new year, these are my brazilian vct miku girls. Yeah maybe this is four months late and this is so fucking niche, but idgaf drawing is hard and I’m PROUD of them lmao.
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#notes app art#vct#furia esports#loud esports#mibr esports#2game esports#miku worldwide#hatsune miku#i need to change my art tag to something else#I’m slowly becoming a procreate girlie#well I only have animation one so idk#anyways these girls made me learn anatomy and I love and hate them for it#hopefully more art in 2025#working on these basically ocs made drawing fun again :D#valorant#i guess#my art
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Side effects of wearing your Kaiju suit too often ,,,, Part 2
#narumi gen#kn8#kaiju no. 8#my art#kn8 spoilers#idk if this actually needs a spoiler tag since it's mostly AU but eh#if nothing else my tags need a spoiler tag lol#biblically accurate narumi i have created him#himm always watching#I like the idea that when all his funky 1 eyes close you can barely see them#want him to walk around like a normal little guy#and then something catches his attention and bam#suddenly eyes everywhere lookin around#I also think the sclera of his normal eyes might do a colour change depending on if he's in normal boi or 1 mode??#idk i'm still workshopping this a little lol#the hoshi10 merge i had figured out in my head weeks before i drew him but this literally just happened sdkjfhsf so ......#I would pay money for a proper reference picture of 1 because there is so much of the design i don't get sigh#will probably have reno done tomorrow as well he's almost there ehehehe just need to clean up a little#kaiju boyfriens all together <3#I wish i could have incorporated his suit more :c#i like to think of this au as the suits actually merging into their bodies + some funky kaijufication#but the 1 suit doesnt have any cool features like the 10 tail ;;#except for the spine i guess which i will defintiely use but stillll
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Linktober Day 8. Tunic
#linktober#linktober 2024#the legend of zelda#wind waker#ocarina of time#loz#loz ww#loz oot#link#josh art tag#had a lot of fun with this one despite how annoying it was to draw#oot link was at a difficult angle and i also just could not shade this for the life of me. restarted the shading like 3 times#i think im reaching that point in the cycle i typically go thru with my artstylr where ive grown tired of my shading style#to the point that i forget how to do it and it never quite looks right#so if my next post features changes to my artstyle thats why lol#but i enjoyed making this despite that cuz i like the ideas behind it!#i normally wouldve redesigned ww!link's outfit but i purposefully drew it accurately#to highlight how its more like a costume. cuz thats kinda what it was! and its modeled after the hero of times clothes#but is pretty innacurate. which i think is cool.. shows how much time has passed and how the view of the hero of time has warped#so i also purposefully made oot link wearing my redesigned outfit for him (even if you cant see much of it at this angle)#to further emphasize how ww!link's outfit is not only essentially a costume but is also quite innacurate#i like having ww!link ditch the costume for something else to show how he stops being some kid in oot!link's shadow#and grows into a true hero of his own#hence my ww!link redesign where i put him back in the lobster shirt. but i do keep some green and something similar to the hat#to have him fit in with the other links while still being unique#look i have a lot of feelings about ww!link and oot!link#i wish zelda would do more stuff like this... i think having oot relate to wind waker makes the story more interesting#and makes ww!link more interesting! cuz he cant be the hero of time they want. but he does become the real hero they need#the oot ww tp trio is so good... and they all work great as standalone games but their connections do really add something
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What's so fun about BruJay as a ship is Jason's sheer obsessive devotion to Bruce. Jason is possessive over Bruce, to the point he doesn't care about the deaths of others so long as he has Bruce's attention. A part of the UTRH arc this isn't talked about enough is that Bludhaven fucking explodes mid-way and Jason won't let Bruce see if Dick is alive.
batman (1940) #650
A lot of discussion about UTRH paints Jason as this anger-driven cold, calculating machine up against Bruce when it's so clear that his love for Bruce is what drives him at his root, even if he won't acknowledge it. He says it himself, he would've done anything if it was Bruce who'd died instead of him and his anger is rooted in that possessive devotion not being reciprocated.
batman (194) #650
BruJay as a ship always to be, to some level, unrequited. Even if Bruce loves Jason back in that way, he'll never be that obsessed with Jason. Jason will always view Bruce's love for Dick or Tim to be a distraction, proof that Bruce isn't dedicated enough to him. Jason has the need to always have Bruce's attention, even when it could come at the cost of Bruce's other loved ones. Something something cannibalism as a metaphor for love in how Jason wants to consume Bruce's whole existence. He can't let Bruce leave him again, can't let Bruce love or grieve anyone else. Forcing Bruce to choose between Jason and the Joker isn't just about confronting Jason's killer, it's about confronting the other person who exists as this duality with Bruce and consumes so much of Bruce's life. That's the role Jason wants to fill, calling himself Red Hood and forcing Bruce to look at what he's become. But still loving Bruce and wanting more than anything for Bruce to reciprocate that love in the way that Jason understands. I just think it's good soup and rife with Dynamics that are underexplored with them.
#necrotic festerings#brujay#jaybruce#jaybru#jason todd x bruce wayne#batcest#i've had this thought in my head for a while#i was just weirdly shy about posting it? like convinced myself it's not as verbose as some of my other thoughts#also GOD why is the art of this arc SO BAD.#i can't take it SERIOUSLY#i hate looking at it.#the faces. why are the faces like that.#brujay needs more love bc jesus#gotham war had some good brujay content but i am still too bitter to discuss that shitshow. so. ignoring it for now.#bruce changing jason's brain chemistry as an act of love is the most FUCKED UP brujay thing ever tho#it's so Them.#sorry that is just peak brujay. they are incapable of meeting in any middle and always trying to change each other.#maybe this meta should've been about that.#but then i'd have to use new-52 and rebirth panels so eh. nvmd.#this page makes it seem like i hate post-flashpoint comics. i don't i swear#they just interest me less for batcest.#like oh yay everyone's getting along and working together.#it only came at the expense of throwing away decades of character work. small sacrifice.#i need to stop posting meta at fucking 5 am.#no one is going to see this bc i can't be a normal person.#wrote this while watching invincible#which is pretty good so far but man the ending of ep1 clocked me. i was absolutely bamboozled.#i had something else i was going to say in the tags but i lost it.#anyway most of this is a ship post and projecting shit as per usual and yk. not serious comic media.#i'm just silly and gay.
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blake lets him keep it. this is a dire lapse in judgement on his part but they're just gonna have to live with it. (ids in alts)
#niksartstuffs#furry hockey league#ocs#furry art#theyre both.... like. ok.#conor is like. nice and soft spoken and awkward and sweet but then every now & then does smth SO serial-killer-esque.#and you just have to stand there like okay my perception of this kid has been irrevocably changed forever. what the fuck man.#and blake is very outwardly offputting and bitchy kind of on purpose which hides a deep insecurity which also hides a belief that he is#in fact better than everyone else which also hides a desperate need for someone to pay special attention to him. tch. typical.#then conor does pay attention to him. a lot. and blake likes conor more and more the weirder and weirder he reveals himself to be. win-win.#that being said i dont think they are getting together until they're like. 10 years into their careers LMAO. i keep making the burn slower#every time i think abt it. a couple yrs and then 10 yrs next thing u know it'll be when they're retired.#wait... coaching a team together........... no no i cant keep doing this to them. whatever actually i can have AUs for my own universe.#conlake baseball au. make that a reality.#idk what their portmanteau ship name should be. in my mind they are the obnoxious main ship that ppl with good taste ignore in favour of#blake/lucas or something. anyway. its fun meta thinking about my own work. these tags have gotten so far away from me.
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you are expendable, you are not expected to return
#i know i said id try to keep pressure stuff in containment but this is more of a vent piece than pressure fanart#and it felt wrong posting it on the side blog since thats really more of a fandom space than a soap space#kinda need the catharsis of strangers knowin whats goin on with me bc ive been kind of MIA on all platforms in terms of new 3D art..#i had something really insane happen that was a major permanent change to my life in september/august (cant talk about it) and#i havent really been handling it well at all#pressures been like the sole thing thats kind of keeping me above water mentally#but simultaneously like the level of obsession im at is insanely unhealthy it is ruining everything else in my life. but i just dont know#what else i can really do to stay sane. log on roblox think about my gay fishes and then go to bed#normally i try to ride out little mental health bumps like these and get back to work but its been like 3 months now and#im still struggling to be able to focus on client work. i can take it easy on myself just fine but i really dont want to let clients down#anyways thats whats been going on with me if anyones noticed the absence#soap talks#my art#roblox pressure#hopefully that doesnt put it in the main tags i try to tag fandoms so ppl are able to block them#raine
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wow ive been kind of off lately I should take a day to rest an[explosion]
#[.art]#self#complaining tag#I'm good. I needed to draw about it but I'm good. it's fine. whatever#love it when I barely ask you for money to Live outside of gifts and 30 a month. and then you withold the gift SOMEONE ELSE GAVE ME#that's fine it's totally not as if I told you I need that money before. and you decided I was a bit too mean#about you compiling a document I Need To in order to keep the room and board in the place I am living in. by the way#she proceeded to change topic completely to the weather and forget about anything ive told her on the clothes I have here#or about the courses I follow. she takes notes for my sister's classes but cannot be bothered to remember i dont have exams in april#that's fineeee it's fine. it's fine. I know my sistser needs the help and I don't. I would rather die than ask for her help anyways#you can at least pretend to forget about both of us equally instead of telling me I should graduate in two years because im smart enough#which I am not. by the way. At least when I will fail at something I'll have the opportunity to tell her I told you so thank god#dont get me wrong i know her giving me compliments is a good thing I just sort of wish the were things actually about me#and not about the idea she has about me being some kind of prodigy that's simply too lazy to actually be exceptional. anyways
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I'm actually so obsessed with him it's not even funny if i'm not listening to a TikTok or music directly related to him I can't focus free me free me
This is @/cherubpuppet's OC for a object show [au? pitch? wip show? How do I categorize this] and I've been destroyed by the fact that ruler art is infinitely superior [and 10x longer] and i don't have a good enough grasp on lip gloss's personality to make fanfiction so I am frozen in "want make fanart but fanart takes effort :["
#also object shows are the new mlp community change my mind /ref#from what ive seen a very large part of the community is centered around death/gore or mature topics? it reminds me of the mlp infection au#that and smile hd and everybody keeps saying object shiws are kids shows - if kids are making this stuff then good for them /gen#every fandom has its toxic/proship/18+ side obviously but from my pov gen alpha needed something they coudl handle age appropriate extremes#with - its just alot harder to make compelling emotional angst/gore with newer ultra sanitized shows or w/ mascot horror#and like thats a whole nother tooic but its obvious to me younger kids have flocked to mascot horror so harshly because average kids tv is#much more afraid of tackling any big topics to the point that the ones that DO [bluey] immediately are pushed into front and center#but i mean i also rewatched a few episodes of the shows i grew up with and ngl i think we need shit like ren and stimpy and invader zim#i hate ren and stimpy and i didnt grow up with zim but i grew up with pbs kids shit and that shit looking back was hella boring i never#cared for any of the tv shows i saw aside from elmos world and even then i was hoping that something gorey would happen. at like 5 yrs old#im rambling anyway im not sure if im actually going to get into the os communitg but i AM horribly attached to tape to the point that its#maybe possibly becoming harmful to my mental health so im gonna stick around for him for like months#just know that if im not posting anything its because im obsessed with this guy#oh also DID/MALE SA REP LETS FUCKIN GOOO#I LOVE PSYCHOLOGY AND IVE HAD LIKE 4 FRIENDS WITH DID/OSDD I NEED MORE POSITIVE REP OF STIGMATIZED/COMPLEX DISORDERS !!!!!#art#tape dispenser#search for smos#talk talks#EDIT NO. NO DONT SAY IM THE ONLY PERSON ON TUMBLR WHO HAS USED THE SMOS TAG NO. OH MY GOD#PLEASE BEING OBSESSED WITH SOMEONE ELSES OC IS SO GARD DONT LEAVE ME ALONE DO I NEED TO BUILD THIS FANDOM FROM THE GROUND UP??? NOO
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secret for you all: i don't go by zack anymore. haven't for a long time. but i'm too lazy to change my art tag so idgaf.....
#or any other tags for that matter#was never a kin thing either if anyone was wondering#i needed a name after my old name tasted sour when i tried using it irl#i just use 'mimi' everywhere else#but tumblr has all my tags w/ zack in it and i am too lazy to change them rn#coincidentally i was just playing crisis core at the time and was like... ill try it cus i legit didnt have a name for a while & it was#stressing me out trying to come up with something#'zack it is' i said. and now im like. fuck i dont feel like changing my tags now#idk it felt like some ppl would treat me weird because they thought i kinned mr fair but i was like. uh no...#the vibes were off when i was doing a meme where it was like 'is (name) more a dog name or a human name?'#whatever that site was where it told you if more people were named a specific name or more dogs were named if#and i put in zack because that's what i was going by & then everyone who followed me for my art was like#'puppy zack real...' or some variation about mr fair and i was scratching my ass cus im like.... it wasnt intended to be about him#anyway im pretty sure a while after that i stopped going by it when more ppl followed me for my ZC art#mimi is nice tho its cutesy but my goal in life is to be a hairy man
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sometimes you just want to draw a little dragon
#zwierzart#my art#dragon art#dragons#fantasy art#full renders#orig renders#i need to change this tag to something else since thats basically for like.#art with more work to it than sketches#but that doesnt always mean renders
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I’ve been hitting my ocs with the Disney channelfication ray on Twitter lately
#ocs#arts#I don’t know what else to tag this as#it all started when I was watching gravity falls because man oh man I love shows from my youth#so I was like what if I made my ocs into the oh so hated 2010s cal arts style Azreal already looks like one and BEHOLD this#I’m still working on it#I want to quit my job and become an animator or something work on any cartoon so while the industry is on fire I’ll hone my skills#so I can be prepared#I don’t know how to do story boards and I actually realized I hate drawing like this 😭😭#Disney channel au gets changes as seen above but I think if they were normal they’d fit like Cartoon Network/adult swim#atleast then I can have them be in their twenties/thirties ala regular show#I’m researching and developing (watching Disney channel shows from my youth)#also all of these are on toyhouse I just want to use tumblr more…#I need to use tumblr more… have you guys seen how musk decided he’s above the law and decided to abandon the entirety of Brazil#ESPECIALLY AFTER BRAZILIAN MIKU HIT THE MARKET!!!!
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#mine#i may have posted this on an older blog but I lost the info for it#this is my boy dylan#lots of things i would change#but im still proud of it#gore#cw organs#cw: gore#g0re#guro#organs#meat#tasteful#nsft#image#nicks art#if you need me to tag this with something else lmk
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does anybody know if google docs' ai thing is actually going to be taking everyone's stuff to use for prompts without consent? i've heard a lot of rumours about it but i don't wanna go through the trouble of moving all my stuff and deleting it if it's not true
#(future gengar here! i started ranting in the tags but if anything i said was misinfo please correct me!!)#i gotta say this whole ai takeover is pissing me off#it's literally theft. ai art ai writing ai voices. thats theft?? it's taking samples of other peoples shit probably without their consent#i will admit i was a brief user of the character chat ai thing but that was before i knew it ripped its stuff from fanfic#it's just. there are so many artists and writers and stuff who love what they do and this whole thing is a massive drop kick in the shorts#another thing. (i'm ranting now)#(in regards to taking creative writing and smoothie-ing it into something else)#how dare they assume that a non-sentient bot can write a story as good as we can?#how dare they assume that non-sentient bot can take what we wrote and finish it and change it in any way that is meaningful#or how we would have wanted it?#ai was supposed to be a tool to help us not a tool to replace us#ANYWAYS i'm probably getting mad over nothing but yeah. i just wanna know in case i need to move my shit#rant#vent#<- just cuz i started ranting in the tags
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#U Have No Idea How Much I Miss Her.#i need to start actually drawinf again its been a hellish 6 months#its really easy to just fall out of the habit of it#i used to obsess over never being someone who just suddenly stopped drawing for weeks/months#it scared me. like a core part of my identity would have to change for that to happen or would be changed by that happening#and then once i didn't draw and wasn't drawing i felt like i needed something to violently change about myself to get me to start doing it#again. but i didn't need that i just drew something again and that was it. like that stretch of time didn't happen#drawing is just an activity you can choose to do or not do and there are no consequences for whatever decision you chose to take but it felt#so serious to me it is like i viewed it like death#which i was right about in a way but mostly in how death is just a thing that happens and that it wont be that sudden and insane#you will just be and then not be just like how you weren't and now are. its just like me drawing or not drawing lol#but that comic of ht papyrus by jnpie where he's looking at the puzzles he used to make and wondering if he'll ever do that again. or if he#wants to. its like that feeling. it always sticks in my mind#i have like a fear of thinking about when i will no longer care about something i care about now and its so weird when. realize i stopped#wanting to do something and caring about it and. i feel nothing on account of no longer caring about it lol. but i know that past me#is currently looking forward at me now and terrified. this is unrelated to that comic a lot but its like. thinking about how i will change#words#mine#IM NOT TAGGING THE ART bc i wanna actually finish some of these pieces tbh and like they are just the backdrop for my thoughts...#feels so hashtag tumblr to talk to yourself about some vague ass feelings or situation that no one else will look at ugh thats like#The tumblr experience. but i love reading other's personal posts and tags though..
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